Now I know....

.....why I never had a blog before....I'm a lousey blogger!

A few things about me.....

I am 58 years young
I am a former pre-k teacher
I now have a day-care out of my home
I have been married since I was 18.....to the same man
He has committed more times than I can count
Why do I put up with it.....long story which I will post eventually
Our oldest son,Kevin,was in a teriible car accident and went home to be with Lord 10/6/93
I have two other wonderful kids
My daughter lives just down the road with her husband and kids
My son and his wife libe in Boston(my favorite city)
They are expecting their second son in april.Trey.
I have five other grand children....Kelsey,12 year identical twins Ariannah and Jordyn,Isaiah and Addison.
I love the Lord and depent on Him completely

Well that's it for now.Who knows when I may post again!....LOL....

Time?

Where has it gone?????Summer flew into Fall ....Halloween is upon us and everyone is making there plans for Thanksgiving!!!!!.....Sounds to me like it's time to put up the Christmas tree!.....
Have a Safe and blessed week!.....Karen

Please pray for Andrew

Andrew and his family are in desparate need of prayer right now and a miracle only the Lord can provide......Why?Why? Why?.....but it's not up to me to know ,is it?Just looking forward to Judgement day so ALL my questions will be answered......without even asking them!.....PTL!!!School is in full swing.....my grandson Isaiah.....better known as Boo ....is eight years old and the starting (and only) quarterback for his team.....He's doing super if I do say so myself!LOL

My 12 year old identical twin grandaughters Ariannah (Arie) and Jordyn(Joie) made the statrting team of their first year on modified soccer.Last ni9ght night was their first game and they were blessed with a win. But the real blessing is that they both played a super game and each scored agoa! PTL...


Again.....prayers for Andrew please....Hugs,Karen

What Next?

Today,as K. and I do most Sunday mornings, we went out for breakfast before church.Well I go to church and goes.....well actually I have no idea where he goes.

I AM A SMOKER AND TRYING SUPER HARD TO BE AN X-SMOKER!.It will not be the first I quick but it WILL be the LAST time.Friday I started on a anti-smoking med.Sadly I brought this up at breakfast.I quickly remembered why conversations between hubby and I are often short.:(.....First he stated that only a weakling needs meds to quick smoking......I was good.Did'nt snap back but instead I agreed.Saying you're right I only need prayer and God.And that's when I realized I no longer my husband of 40 yrs.His response was..."we don't need God for anything"!I was crushed,totally speechless,and overcome with grief ! Yes grief for man who has no soul.......Our marriage is over,has been but for many reasons stay in the same house.Actually it's not to bad when he's at work and comes late after spending time with mistress Cathy Ashworth.....but when he's here the verbal abuse is almost overwhelming.But the Lord always grants me a calm to get thru it.I am so praying on what to do.....

Tonight I just feel fed up with people in general.What makes a person deliberately cause pain to someone else?How can lies roll so easily off some peoples tongues?I think it's time for a pity party......


Hope you all have a happy week......karen

What to Write About?????

That was THE big question when I decided to enter the world of blogging......One thing for sure.....the Lord would always play a role in each blog.It would also be a place to vent,cry and in general throw myself a pity party.....a place to talk of my children and grandchildren....I guess in general an online journal.

Over the last few months I have been. searching blogs dealing with infertility/adoption and all that goes with it.Looking for upbeat/hopeful blogs to send on to my son and daughter-in-law.After a year of trying to have a baby there was still no baby.Both were becoming frustrated and scared.....everything happens in God's time even if it's not in the time-frame we would prefer.....in case you have'nt guessed by now.....WE'RE PREGNANT!.....Just found out today and are all fill with joy and praise to the Lord. we all also know it is very,very early in the pregnancy.But we have put everything in God's hands....

And it's so funny we found out today(small vent coming).....we are enjoying a three day week-end ....well not enjoyung really.As time goes on I will talk more and more of hubby.He is happiest when he has succeeded in making me miserable.I have not said.done, or thought anything right since Friday night.My ego has taken a three day beatin' but the Lord has blessed us with the news of a knew and precious life......and that outweighs any and all verbal abuse!......prayers appreciated for my son,daught-in-law and my new grand child....due in the spring....God is good!

It's Sunday.....FAITH......

I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGHCHRIST WHO STRENGTHENS ME.(PHILIPPIANS)...

Have a very blessed and happy day.....son and his wife head back to Boston today.Prayers for safe travel would be appreciated....thanks os much!

You Just never know.....

Yesterday S.'s Dad(late 60's) went out to walk his dog.Mr. K. had been fine.No health complaints at all. He know sooner got back to the house,collasped,and went home to be with the Lord.
The loss of a loved one is always tramatic.....but is always more shocking when it comes as a total surprise.
Please hold this with family in your prayers and hold your friends and loved ones just a little tighter today and everyday!.....Blessings to all....